Hello world *peers out* I haven't been out to play much, there's been alot going on personally for me. My Dad had a HA about 2 weeks ago, thank God he's recovering, but it's been pretty rough.
Also, my oldest son, Keenan, has been in the playoffs for his senior year, a very exciting time! Recently we had senior night, where each player walks the field with his parent and gets his picture taken. it was such a special night, and he told me how much he loved me and how grateful for everything he is, and lemme tell ya, this is not something my kiddo says often. So it was precious. He was very tearful about the ending of his football years in HS, and how much it has meant to him. Again, he's not one to show that, so it made it so bittersweet. I'm so fearful of what his future holds. he hates school, says he wants to go into the military, and that just frightens me.
This past weekend, my brother and sister in law, and their kids came up. This was a joyful event, b/c they have been separated for quite some time. It really has torn their family, and our whole family to bits. My neice and neph are 6 and 2, it's been hard. My neice Mady, especially, (6) she screams and cries every single day for her Dad, (my brother) b/c my sister in law had to move out, and the kids went w her. Not to say my brother didn't see them every day, it was not that kind of dispute, but you know, for a kid, it's a whole new world, and just seeing your Dad after living with him, is hard. for all of them. Anyway, this weekend, seems like they are going to try, and it's a blessing. We don't get to see them often, they live pretty far from us, so it's always great when they are here. I love being Auntie Robyn to Madelyn, and On Roby to Logan, lol. They are precious.
So, anyhow, that' what's been up with me, if anyone is listening LOL!
ONTO awesome Destiel!
In my mailbox tonight, an update in the dean cas comm, blew my mind. It's a leaving purg fic, has some Benny, and is astonishingly gorgeous with dean and Cas allowing themselves to love eachother. it is the stuff I live on, for sure. This is so what I want canon to be, so, *snaps Gabriel fingers* it is! Please please do yourself a favor and read it. And leave tons of love for the author. Let her know I sent ya if you think of it, b/c I want her to know how knockout gorgeous her work is!
I love you guys! Special shoutout to peeps I misslynwentenoko1embrace_spnprincess_aleeraivydevossjarithkamisachanxlamentcas
you guys own special parts of my heart. And also, a big thanks to my girl, deans_fetish
b/c she makes me smile and laugh every day with her random thoughts. I am blessed in this community, to have found you all!
fic link: http://cymbalism219.livejournal.com/143222.html